Even as [in His love] He chose us [actually picked us out for Himself as His own] in Christ before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy (consecrated and set apart for Him) and blameless in His sight, even above reproach, before Him in love. - Ephesians 1:4 (AMP)
It's been a little while since I wrote but I've always said I will only write and share when I truly believe that God is asking me to. Recently, I have started reading what so far is a very practical & eye-opening book by Joyce Meyer titled "Power Thoughts". I came across one of the "Power Thoughts" in the book that says "God loves me unconditionally," and wouldn't you know it this was somewhat hard for me to accept. In my heart of hearts I know this to be unequivocally true, but my mind just tends to get in the way of receiving this. As I sat reading this so much began to well up inside me and I just said out loud, "Lord, how can you love me? You know me."
The conversation continued, "You were there when I denied You and wanted nothing to do with You...You where there when I made the decision to go outside the bounds of marriage and give myself away time and time again hoping I'd fine a love that You were already willing to give...You where there when I used my God-given talents for the world...so again I ask You; how can You love me unconditionally?" As I came to the end of my rambling recap of why I believe that God couldn't love me unconditionally I felt Him began to speak to me. "I love you in spite of all that. Your actions, good or bad, do not dictate my love for you or anyone else. If you never prayed to me again, I'd still love you. If you never picked up a Bible again, I'd still love you. This is the very definition of unconditional love and this kind of love is ONLY found in Me." This led me to my "Ah ha" moment that I believe God was trying to get me to. No matter what I do, God will always and unconditionally love me. Now knowing this doesn't mean that I have a golden ticket to do whatever I want. It's quite the opposite, I find it leading me towards wanting to learn more about Him and His nature by spending time with Him (in prayer) and reading about Him (the Bible). It's when we know and understand this love that we are driven to learn more of the Source (God) from where this love comes from.
You see the idea of an unconditional love is something that is still very foreign to us because we are such a works-based and conditional society. Our mentality is if you do this you get that. Which is most cases is just good old fashioned cause and effect in operation. But God does not operate within our boundaries; our thoughts are not His thoughts and our ways are not His ways (see Isaiah 55:8-9). He is God, so our ways and ideas couldn't possibly or properly explain (or contain) Him but yet we always try. It's easier for us to accept something when we can understand it and it's easier for us to understand something when we can place boundaries on it. God is not something we can put boundaries on.
God's great love for humanity is measured by the redemption plan that allows mankind to come back into right-standing with a holy and perfect Creator. This plan is Jesus. The fact that Jesus came and paid the ultimate price just so that we would be given the opportunity to make a choice. The choice whether to accept or deny Him. The choice to either receive or reject God's unconditional love. This is what we are faced with. It's not about a religion or a denomination it truly is about a choice; what choice are you going to make? Are you going to believe what God's word says and accept it or are you going to believe what everyone else tells you that you should believe.
Take Care & God Bless,
-E